MY SUNSHINE

How would you let the pain go off inside you, Its there all the while with you, You sleep with it, wake with it, its all over you, Each moment passes by painfully, your world is gray, Its no different from you, its nothing but suffering all the while, You deceive yourself of the pain and you deceive the world of your pain, Its a rebirth, its a long wait, A wait for your sunshine, Its the sweetest pain you have, Its your own love coming your way!!!

My teeth hurts

This is the most nasty pain that I have had so far. I had an abnormally erupted wisdom tooth which needed extraction via a small surgery because it was putting unwanted pressure on the teeth next to it and due to awkward positioning accumulating food particles and eventually resulted in damaging the teeth. The procedure itself was nightmare for me given the fact I was afraid of needles,incisions, bleeding, but ended up having the procedure done. Once anesthetic effect worn off, it was such a horrible time, I had rethought about undergoing same procedure on the opposite side. However, it was must that I do root canal therapy for the teeth already damaged. I kept on postponing it until one fine day while having a cold juice, I started experiencing a shooting sharp pain. Unable to tolerate it I kept the juice down and started to examine the teeth which I thought was aching, did not find anything and the pain went away as it came. It was a warning alas I didnt count it. Next day it started aching again and was so extreme pain I visited my dentist. He pointed out to me the tooth I thought was aching was not the culprit but the one which was supposed to be undergoing root canal. While laying there in dentist chair I remembered a poem which we had to study in school by Ogden Nash, which was bout the agony of visiting the dentist. I thought how I laughed at that time reading poem thinking I never would have such a time in my life. Anyways this time I plan to get it fixed with no postponing but I need to wait 3 good days. These days each minute reminds me my carelessness has cost me this pain now. My dear poet, I truly understand the poem right now.

And this, O Fate, is I think the most vicious circle that thou ever sentest,
That Man has to go continually to the dentist to keep his teeth in good condition
when the chief reason he wants his teeth in good condition
is so that he won’t have to go to the dentist.

Sita Gita

These are the necklaces I made for twin daughters of my friend's colleague, so named it Sita Gita, sort of filmy way.....Kundan stone and artificial pearl..

After a long time I have started again with my favorite hobby, making artificial ornaments. It was a favorite past time some time back when I myself was an ardent fan of artificial jewellery. Now after a gap of 1 year I am making a crystal chain. So thought of posting it here, may be by seeing it I may get motivated again.

How does it feel like walking in rain. I had always wondered about it. Today was the chance to take a feel of it. Nothing was going as my like for two days and I wanted to have a breathe of fresh air so thought of going for a walk. As it was clear afternoon I didnt take an umbrella, also what is the fun carrying things and going for a walk. It was a fine evening and I was enjoying my walk and lo it started raining. I had 2 options either go to some house and wait till rain get over or DRENCH IN RAIN. I chose the second one. Wow it was such a wonderful experience, soothing (didnt have to tolerate any stares this being a lonely pathway). Though I had to hear sarcastic comments like forgot to take umbrella in these rainy times once I reached the path to my home, the whole experience was so lovely to me that I could take any sarcastic comments. Next time when it rains I dont plan to drench in rain in lonely pathways but yes I can in my home courtyard. The whole rain expedition has left me fresh, recharged, and full of positive energy, I do not know what magic rain has!!!

Every day face pack

Here is an every day face pack which can be applied for a soothing and cooling effect.

3 heaped spoonful turmeric powder
3 heaped spoonful gram flour
3 heaped spoonful oats
3 heaped spoonful camphor
3-4 almonds grind all this together and keep in an airtight jar.

For application take a small amount of the powder mix with water/rose water/milk/yogurt and apply to ur face. Leave for 5 minutes and wash off. If applied daily it improves complexion and removes tan.